Today has to be the worst day ever. Everytime I try to pull my shattered hopes/dreams together something knocks me over again. I thought getting rebuffed by Gus was bad, but I just found out my Grandmother's cancer has returned. It's looking pretty bad too. The doctors are going to give her aggressive kemo, but if that doesn't work there's nothing ( Read more... )

I was feeling good 'cause I beat the Water Temple in Ocarina withot having to delete my file (for any of you non-gamers, note that this is an achievment) but then my exboyfriend decided to blog about all the times he's every felt deeply in love. Funnily enough, it appeared to me that he listed off every one of his relationships but our's despite ( Read more... )

What I really want for Christmas...

A prosthetic penis or a strap-on
My boy toy to start missing me and take me back
A deep fried Oreo
Less persecution of me and those like me (gays, transexuals, etc.)
Scarlet Johansson
My boyfriend to kiss me in a way that doesn't make me think of cold fishes

I was having a shitty day, but the following quotes made me feel better ( Read more... )

I'm sorry to be so fucking emo lately, but its just one of those years ya know? *fumes in anger ( Read more... )

I’m feeling a little better since yesterday. Don’t get me wrong I’m still *this* close to taking ten or twenty sleeping pills so that I can be in a coma instead of feeling so miserable. I had guitar lessons tonight though, and when I’m concentrating on my fingers and the strings everything else goes away. My instructor looks almost exactly like ( Read more... )

Chris left me. He's everything I've ever wanted. I'm not even fighting for him. I'm an idiot. In the end, I suppose I'm nothing more than a love-struck teenager who got in over her head with someone she knew she'd never make it with.

Hopefully I've ranted about the insane pressure I'm getting from my family to get married enough times for everybody to know marriage scares the shit out of me. However, it seems like everywhere I look and every blog I read is about, "Oh, my fiance did this..." or "the other day my youngest daghuter did the cutest thing!" or even, "you'll never ( Read more... )

Frank: I don't care if you sit next to me in choir, just please try not to throw off my rhythm and then insult my singing abilities the next time you do it. Also, I understand that you want to watch The Steelers v The Dolphins tomorrow night, but if our director wants us to meet in the commons to eat cake and learn how to polka, you're just going ( Read more... )

First: one of Chris' old friends is visiting from Texas which means he won't be able to call, or text message me until the 14th. We go out on our date on the 16th, and then he leaves the 22nd to go down to Cali for a month. Damn. As you know I've been trying to woo him for a month or two now and I know he's a Nintendo fan boy so while I was at the ( Read more... )